MaryrotMunster

as i sang more softly for the birds...

well ok i just figured this whole account changing universe out... more by accident than anything else but hey, i've given it up the first day i've seen it.. so... YAAAAAAAYZ!! (and yeah i know that by the meantime it got pretty damn old anyway but ... hey got popcorn?) ok what next? nothing special... i'm just still excited and it was fun and so now every line i could find is filled with junk... got someone popcorn??? more or less productive things of today... : i've scrawled again... and again i'm pretty sure that i won't hit the upload trigger again... and again and agaaaaaaaaaaaain... and that's now the... like the fourth time in that

yup you heard me i'm done with it. pencil's like the most unthankful tool you can ever use for art. yeah you can erasure it and shit - fuck off with that. you know you're working a friggin night on a portrait but just don't finish it because of your drive for the perfect (i just can't help it although it really makes me freak out when it's not the way i want it to be) and so the night gets older and you're exhausted and done and that... so you put it aside some weeks later you finally found the push to finish your work - in the meantime you haven't done anything on it because 'last night' is still deliciously in your mind - so there you g